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  <pubDate>Sat, 02 Jan 2010 17:04:20 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>2010: The Beginning</title>
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  <description>I really hope everyone had a fabulous New Year. I&amp;nbsp;did. &amp;lt;3&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I made dinner for my friends and played Yatzee! Then I took a plate to my bff who had to work and hung out til the ball dropped. There was much mocking of J-lo and her Unitard of glittery death and the other performers. Also, the complete ridiculousness of people ringing in the New Year as billboards for Nivea. Seriously, wtf was with all the product placement? &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I ended up staying awake until 3 am reading &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.time.com/time/specials/packages/0,28757,1945379,00.html&quot;&gt;Time magazine&apos;s Top Ten Everything&lt;/a&gt; list. It was fairly amusing. Yesterday, me and my bff went to see Avatar &amp;amp; Sherlock Holmes. Yay for double features! I liked both movies but Sherlock ranks slightly higher, mostly because of RDJ. *drools*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And from out of nowhere, I saw Kiss Kiss Bang Bang for the first time last week and absolutely loved it. Seriously, it owns me. I don&apos;t know how I missed this movie when it came out in 2005. Val Kilmer and Robert Downey Jr are fucking awesome together. This is right up there with Trek for me. Yeah, it was that good. Check out the trailer below.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;lj-embed id=&quot;32&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And I guess I should throw up some resolutions while I&apos;m at it. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1. Get healthy. (lose weight, stop smoking, eat better and all that jazz)&lt;br /&gt;2. Write more. (as in, actually finish and post a damn story for once)&lt;br /&gt;3. Vid more. (not that 2 vids in twelve months is a bad amount. *facepalm*)&lt;br /&gt;4. Do I&amp;nbsp;need more? No, I think not.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Happy New Year and here&apos;s to an awesome 2010!</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 29 Dec 2009 04:02:30 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Word Count</title>
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  <description>2310&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Is it weird that this is flowing smoother then Nano did?</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 28 Dec 2009 04:19:03 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>New story, sort of?</title>
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  <description>So, that story I was writing for Nano and failed to complete? Yeah, it&apos;s still on the back burner but not forgotten. The story has mutated into a series. *facepalm*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;I don&apos;t even know what my muse is thinking. Seriously. No. Freaking. Idea.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway, I thought I&apos;d break it down and spread a bit of my disbelief that it is actually flowing and there are words down on paper that I am actually happy with. And yeah, I hand-write my stories then transcribe them. It sucks but it&apos;s my method.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So, the pre-slash K/S story is now a slowly building K/S that won&apos;t actually see K/S for several stories yet. IKR?! This is what my muse is telling me to write, somewhat in order.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1 - Prequel to movie detailing Jim&apos;s childhood and my take on the Tarsus/childhood trauma issue. K/OMC&lt;br /&gt;2 - Post movie mission about 6 months into the first 5YM that directly related to said childhood trauma. K/OMC S/U*&lt;br /&gt;3 - Mission gone wrong (are their any other kind) 18 months into 5YM. S/U&lt;br /&gt;4 - Shore leave on Earth 2 years into 5YM Winona/George&amp;nbsp; U/OMC&lt;br /&gt;5 - Mission gone wrong (again) -This is the Nano story- K/S preslash&lt;br /&gt;5 - Diplomacy mission 3 1/2&amp;nbsp; years into 5YM S/K? U/OMC&lt;br /&gt;6 - Mission&apos;s End and here I&apos;m wavering a bit cause I don&apos;t know if I want it to end here or &lt;br /&gt;7- Here with required Academy teaching before the Enterprise is updated and ready for operation again.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So, they will be varying lengths. I&apos;m not going to make a goal for length cause that way leads to trouble. It will eventually be NC-17. *gasp* Yes, I&apos;m going to write some porn. (I really it hope it doesn&apos;t suck - pun intended)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*A little note here. When I say it&apos;s S/U, I mean it will be totally S/U.&amp;nbsp;I will write them with the same devotion I will put into K/S. They are lovers because they love each other. However, love is not always enough to hold two people together.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m really more than a little surprised that I&apos;m writing S/U at all. I&apos;d really like to gloss over them with a brief comment and get on with K/S lovin&apos;! I&apos;m not gonna though. This is me trying to wrap my head around that whole het mess. I hope I do it justice.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway, as I mentioned my writing method before, this will take me time to write, rewrite and get beta&apos;d. So, don&apos;t like expect it anytime soon. Me and my bff are continuing our monthly 10k word challenge into the new year.&amp;nbsp;I&apos;m really excited about it. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also, I&apos;ll periodically post my word count in case anyone cares about the progress of this series.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So, without further ado, here&apos;s my current count: 1205&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 25 Dec 2009 23:45:13 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>My mom is a GQMF!</title>
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  <description>So, I&amp;nbsp;knew my mom was going to get me something Trek related for Christmas because she had a ton of Trek related searches on her pc. But I did not expect this!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://i147.photobucket.com/albums/r291/rae1013/1225091328.jpg&quot; alt=&quot;&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I am so beyond excited that it&apos;s impossible to accurately describe.&amp;nbsp;I&apos;m sure my&amp;nbsp; mom has some humorous pictures of me unwrapping this bad ass gift. I will not be sharing those. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I hope everyone had a wonderful day! Love you all!</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 19 Dec 2009 22:35:42 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Winter Suckage!</title>
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And it&apos;s supposed to continue to snow until 6am. I&amp;nbsp;am scheduled to work tomorrow from 6-3pm. Sunday is not a day when roads are normally cleared regularly. I had trouble getting out of the driveway 5 hours ago! 

In conclusion, I hate winter. *sad face*</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 19 Dec 2009 13:18:16 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Daily dose of lolz</title>
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  <description>Snagged this from &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_brihana25&apos; lj:user=&apos;brihana25&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://brihana25.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://brihana25.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;brihana25&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&amp;nbsp;  Ever wander into a flamewar and think to yourself, this needs to be set to music? Well, here you go!&amp;nbsp;   &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;lj-embed id=&quot;30&quot; /&gt;&amp;lt;/div&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also, End of the World Parody. This wins everything!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;lj-embed id=&quot;31&quot; /&gt;&amp;lt;/div&amp;gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 19 Dec 2009 01:35:43 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Ramblings</title>
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  <description>I am nearly incoherent with fatigue. Seems like a good time to post. =) &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;m about to start an instrumental piece (my achilles heel) for Trek. I&apos;m pretty sure it will kick my ass but whatever.&amp;nbsp;I need to vid something so bad!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I got my hair layered today. It was all one length and flat and oh so dreary.&amp;nbsp;I couldn&apos;t take it anymore.&amp;nbsp;I think it looks very cute now. You know, with actual style. heh.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I bought Band of Brothers for my mom&apos;s boyfriend for Christmas. I don&apos;t know why. I wasn&apos;t going to get him anything at all because I&apos;m broke but he helped me out a tremendous amount last year. Despite how annoying I find him, he has never refused to lend a hand when I needed it. So, he&apos;s getting BoB for Christmas.&amp;nbsp;Alternatively, this also means that in a few months I&amp;nbsp;will have new source footage to vid around with. 8D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today, while googling on my mom&apos;s pc, there was this random screen from Amazon.com that she had open that I minimized without thinking about and never once even glanced at. Turns out that it listed what my mom bought me for Christmas. She called me in a panic to see if I had read it. She sounded so disappointed. Well, so was I! There it was for me to discover and I didn&apos;t even GLANCE&amp;nbsp;AT&amp;nbsp;IT! WTF?!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Saturday is my only day off this week. I&amp;nbsp;have to work 9 hours on Sunday. Oh, also the following Sunday. We get Christmas and New Year&apos;s off but we are still working a full 40 hours around it. But whatev! It means I&amp;nbsp;get paid for 48 hours when I only work 40. Yay money!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It is so freaking cold my icon is for realzies!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Winter cheer and free hugs to everyone!</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 19 Dec 2009 01:14:23 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>SGA: Hell Above Water</title>
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  <description>&lt;strong&gt;Fandom&lt;/strong&gt;: Stargate Atlantis&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Song&lt;/strong&gt;: Hell Above Water&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Artist&lt;/strong&gt;: Curve&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Length&lt;/strong&gt;: 4:08&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Format&lt;/strong&gt;: WMV&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Category&lt;/strong&gt;: Seasonal/Action/Drama/Overview&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Summary&lt;/strong&gt;: That first year, they had no idea what was in store for them.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Download&lt;/strong&gt;:&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.mediafire.com/?2myyo1iuhjm&quot;&gt;MediaFire 44MB&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;lj-embed id=&quot;26&quot; /&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://bamvidvault.ning.com/video/video&quot;&gt;Find more videos like this on &lt;em&gt;BAM Vid Vault&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;This entry was originally posted via &lt;a href=&quot;http://rae1013.dreamwidth.org/&quot;&gt;dreamwidth&lt;/a&gt;. Comments are welcome in either post.&lt;/span&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 12 Dec 2009 23:54:29 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Long Update is Long</title>
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  <description>Okay, so it&apos;s been awhile. Shit has been going down for real.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;Let&apos;s start with my car. Yeah, again. It started making this grinding noise right after I got my new tires. I thought the incredibly cute tire guy screwed something up. However, there were no rub marks on the tires so they weren&apos;t the actual problem. So, my solution was to turn up the radio so I couldn&apos;t hear it because I couldn&apos;t afford to fix it anyway. Which segue&apos;s into a work rant that I will keep short.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid2&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;We had this girl, Terry, who was utterly useless. The mistakes she made could have cost everyone their job and shut down our building for decontamination. (We deal with animals used in labs.) The motto is CLEAN, CLEAN, CLEAN. Terry did not heed this motto. She also couldn&apos;t remember how to clean a cage, mop a floor or tell the difference between male and female. Say it with me: USELESS! Anyway, so our hours were being cut because we had too many people and not enough work and yet we kept this chick because my manager felt bad. Eventually, Terry pissed her off too much and she was moved to another building and put under probation. Seriously, I am really cutting this story short because if I were to detail her ignorant activity it would exceed the posting limits. To sum up, hours cut and less money.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Back to the car. So, two months go by and suddenly the grinding noise becomes this high pitched metal-on-metal whine. So not good. Well, my first paycheck after Terry left is pretty decent so I take my car in to see what&apos;s wrong. This is where the story gets awesome. The guy, and I&apos;ve gone to him with every single shit car I&apos;ve ever owned, takes off my tires and tells me my brakes are bad. This pisses me off and introduces a side rant. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I took my car to Monroe Muffler &amp;amp; Brake two months ago for a state inspection where I specifically told them to replace the brakes. They come out and tell me that I have over half my brake pads left and they don&apos;t need to be replaced. At the time I jumped for joy. I am no longer joyous. There was nothing left to my brakes. NOTHING! Two months of driving under 20 miles a day does not eat away brake pads like that. So, I thought back and realized that it had been a holiday weekend and those mofo&apos;s rushed me out of there so they could leave. Mega pissed over this because I could have seriously damaged my rotors thinking it couldn&apos;t be my brakes at all cause they were still fine. /siderant&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And back to the awesome. The mechanic bends out the paper thin ends of my brakes and puts my tires back on and has me test it out to see if the noise went away. Well, the whine did but the original grinding was still there. So, the guy drives my car and decides it&apos;s the wheel bearing. These cost around $80 bucks. So, I ask the guy what it&apos;s gonna cost me? He says he can pull a bearing from an older car and it&apos;ll cost me $40, and if I want to buy the brake pads they&apos;ll put them on and only charge me $45 for labor. He notably, did not charge me for the inspection and put the original bearing on the wrong side so he replaced the other wheel bearing for no extra charge. In conclusion, the repairs cost me roughly $120 total. *flailing happy girl dance*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And the timing couldn&apos;t have been better, cause I woke up the very next morning to icy snow. Yeah, I would have totally crashed had I not had new brakes. As it was, I slid an uncomfortable distance across an overpass on my way to work. Winter is scary yo!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid3&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid4&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;Next subject is the closing of my website.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yeah, I kinda jumped the gun on that. I do this all the time. I went and downloaded everything before my hard drive failed and never double checked my files before deleting my site. So, it is inevitable that I am missing files. Nothing important really. I&apos;m only missing some VIDS!!! I am not panicking. I am not panicking. I. Am. Not. Panicking.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I actually found two on my friend&apos;s pc and I&apos;m hoping the rest are on disc somewhere. I haven&apos;t actually looked yet because then I would know for sure if they&apos;re gone forever and I&apos;m pretty sure I&apos;d die just a bit. I must say that I dealt with this a lot better then I would have in the past. Maybe it&apos;s the 2 dead externals and the 1 very dead internal hard drive (with a combined loss of 500GB of files) that prepared me for 4-5 missing vids. Yeah, I&apos;m sorta used to this crap by now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway, what I really wanted to say is that I&apos;ve now updated all my previous vid posts with available streams and the new download links. I realized today that all my streams were listed at Imeem. Yeah, it&apos;s been awhile since I cleaned house, so to speak. Now everything is under YouTube or BAM and all download links are with MediaFire. And, I will be uploading older vids to my Lj so that they are all in one place. I will do this slowly as to not spam the hell out of your friends page. Also, all new vids, fics and whatever creative endeavors I pursue will be crossposted from my &lt;a href=&quot;http://rae1013.dreamwidth.org/&quot;&gt;dreamwidth account&lt;/a&gt;. This includes the older stuff I&apos;m just now uploading. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;You should check out that journal, I think it&apos;s very pretty. Oh, and Muppet, I&apos;m using that &apos;flying hair&apos; icon of yours over there. Damn does it look gorgeous with the color scheme. &amp;hearts; &amp;hearts; &amp;hearts;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And, in case you haven&apos;t noticed, I&apos;ve changed my Lj layout. I&apos;m still Trek obsessed but I wanted something a bit more neutral. It will probably change again soon. I&apos;m never satisfied for long, but I really like this minimalistic style. I&apos;m also looking for a nature or stock moodtheme. Anyone know where I can find one?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid5&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;Let&apos;s see, what else? Oh, I think it&apos;s fairly obvious at this point, but I did not finish Nano this year. Not even close. I&apos;m still working on the story and have faith that it will see the light of day sometime before I die. There, I&apos;ve left some wiggle room in my deadline. =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I&apos;ve also been issued a challenge from my bff/roommate to reach 10k words by Christmas. I have a few short stories I&apos;m working on and one drabble that needs to be written like now! They are all K/S from Trek. See? Still obsessed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Speaking of Trek, I&apos;ve started a new vid but it&apos;s driving me up the wall. It is the POV of Kirk!Prime and Nu!Kirk so it has multiple sources. That is to say, I&apos;m working with 5 different sources of all different aspect ratios and none off them want to gel together within Sony Vegas. I&apos;m thinking I&apos;m just gonna have to vid the damn thing then figure it out. However, I would be really devastated to have vidded the whole thing only to have to redo it in order to fix the problem. So, I&apos;m teetering on the edge of indecision. *shakes fist at the vidding gods* Why do you always do this to me? Why?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And. . . that might be it. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*Hugs to everyone who sent me an accidentally free snow cookie! You guys are the bestest!*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;hearts; &amp;hearts; &amp;hearts;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 12 Dec 2009 21:26:03 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>CSI vid: A Bitter Song</title>
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  <description>&lt;strong&gt;Fandom&lt;/strong&gt;: CSI: Crime Scene Investigation&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Song&lt;/strong&gt;: A Bitter Song&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Artist&lt;/strong&gt;: Butterfly&amp;nbsp;Boucher&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Character&lt;/strong&gt;: Sara Sidle&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Length&lt;/strong&gt;: 2:26&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Format&lt;/strong&gt;: WMV&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Category&lt;/strong&gt;: Episodic/Character&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Summary&lt;/strong&gt;: A Farewell to Sara.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Download&lt;/strong&gt;:&amp;nbsp;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.mediafire.com/?tiznbgn5x5d&quot;&gt;MediaFire 22MB&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;lj-embed id=&quot;24&quot; /&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://bamvidvault.ning.com/video/video&quot;&gt;Find more videos like this on &lt;em&gt;BAM Vid Vault&lt;/em&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;  &lt;span style=&quot;font-size: smaller;&quot;&gt;This entry was originally posted via &lt;a href=&quot;http://rae1013.dreamwidth.org/&quot;&gt;dreamwidth&lt;/a&gt;. Comments are welcome in either post.&lt;/span&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 26 Nov 2009 17:09:12 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>November sucks</title>
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  <description>I must say, that I quite dislike this month. I&apos;ve been exhausted through most of it which means that I slept half of it away. I have only written 3k words for nano cause I suck as well. Oh well, it will get done eventually. My bff has thrown down a challenge of 10k words by Christmas. I really need to get on that.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It&apos;s turkey day so HAPPY THANKSGIVING YO! I, thankfully, had my dinner last weekend when a friend came down from Michigan. I get to sit on my ass all day and enjoy the quiet as the madness has already come and gone. *smirk* I hope everyone has a wonderful day today.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also, I just canceled my website. I don&apos;t know how long it will linger. The domain name is good until March. I will start uploading things slowly here.  I&apos;m not well known enough to have my own journal just for my vids. Seriously. Plus, I&apos;d just post the shit here anyway. Not everything will be uploaded though. I&apos;m culling the crap from what I think are my better vids. So, my AtS and BtVS vids will not be making the cut unless I decide to revamp them later.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And I think that&apos;s it for this update. Yep. Have an awesome day everyone! *hugs*</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 06 Nov 2009 03:11:25 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Supernatural</title>
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  <description>&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;First, the use of the &apos;Full House&apos; font. OMFG! I can&apos;t even. Me and my bff just watched the opening credits *gigglesnort* six times through. My face hurts so bad I&amp;nbsp;need a transplant.&amp;nbsp;The &apos;Grey&apos;s Anatomy&apos; spoof was freaking hilarious.&amp;nbsp;And Denny the ghost!&amp;nbsp;Bwah!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I can&apos;t even force coherency.&amp;nbsp;This was awesome.&amp;nbsp;And the I even felt bad for Gabriel. Really! This was epic.&amp;nbsp;EPIC! I have to focus on something else now so my cheeks can heal. =)&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>Badly Drawn Boy: Promises</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 01 Nov 2009 18:02:30 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>What have I done?</title>
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  <description>I, against better judgment, have signed up for NaNoWriMo. I really don&apos;t know what I was thinking. My longest story took me over a year to write and topped out around 15k. This is such a bad idea. But who knows? Maybe the added pressure will force something out of me. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well, enough procrastinating, I&apos;m off to write. *gulp*</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 26 Oct 2009 03:38:23 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>KISSES AND LOVE ABOUNDS!!!</title>
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  <description>Oh dearest internet, how I have missed you. I promise to never, ever, ever let my mean computer separate us again!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So, long, dramatic story short-hard drive failed. Lost everything on my PC. All my bookmarks, icons, a considerable amount of music and ALL&amp;nbsp;MY&amp;nbsp;STAR&amp;nbsp;TREK&amp;nbsp;LINKS!!! I am not happy. I am, however, pleased that it was merely the HD. I&apos;ve replaced it, reinstalled XP and am now in the process of reinstalling all my programs. What a freaking hassle. I really hope I can find the disks with my copies of Sony Vegas and Photoshop Elements. Oh, they would be such a loss. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Speaking of Sony Vegas, I highly doubt that my Halloween vid will be completed anytime soon. I&apos;m in recovery mode and probably will not have any energy to spare for creativity. *le sigh*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I really need to get to bed. Well, I should. I most likely will not until I can actually find my copy of Vegas. However, I&apos;ve had to rewrite half this post because I&apos;m leaving out words or starting out saying one thing and finishing with another train of thought. NO&amp;nbsp;COHERENCY! BAH!</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 22 Oct 2009 04:42:33 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Tos vid cometh!</title>
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  <description>So, I&apos;ve decided to do a vid for Halloween. I really, really want to do this creeptastic idea that I have for the &apos;Nightmare on Elm Street&apos; series but alas, I don&apos;t have the footage. So, instead I&apos;m working on something for TOS. I figure it&apos;s gonna be a bitch to vid such a static show, so I&apos;m doing the series as a whole instead of an individual storyline.&amp;nbsp;I hope it works to familiarize myself with the footage as well as the tricks needed to force some semblance of movement. I mean, they don&apos;t even run during the RED&amp;nbsp;ALERTS! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So, anyway, this is just a rambly post about what I&apos;m up to. I hope to get this finished in time to post &lt;em&gt;before&lt;/em&gt; the holiday. That usually never happens but my fingers are crossed. =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 17 Oct 2009 16:29:02 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Meme</title>
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  <description>&lt;font face=&quot;Arial,Helvetica&quot; size=&quot;+1&quot;&gt;&lt;i&gt;&lt;b&gt;Meme&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/font&gt; -&lt;br /&gt;Snagged from &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_afterthought&apos; lj:user=&apos;afterthought&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://afterthought.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://afterthought.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;afterthought&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;1. Bold the ones that are true.&lt;br /&gt;2. Italicize the ones that are sort of true.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name=&quot;cutid1&quot;&gt;&lt;/a&gt;General&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I am 5&apos;4 or shorter.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I think I&apos;m ugly.&lt;br /&gt;* I have many scars.&lt;br /&gt;* I tan easily.&lt;br /&gt;* I wish my hair was a different color.&lt;br /&gt;* I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I have a tattoo.&lt;/strong&gt;  &lt;u&gt;A fairy and I totally should have thought it through first. &lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I am self-conscious about my appearance.&lt;br /&gt;* I have/had braces.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;* I wear glasses&lt;/em&gt;. &lt;u&gt;I totally should. Need to make that appointment.&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;d get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free, scar-free.&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;u&gt;And could afford it.&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve been told I&apos;m attractive by a complete stranger.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;* I have had more than two piercings.  &lt;br /&gt;* I have had piercings in places besides my ears.&lt;br /&gt;* I have freckles.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Family/home life&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;* I&apos;ve sworn at my parents.&lt;/b&gt; &lt;u&gt;Like a fucking sailor.&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve run away from home.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve been kicked out of the house&lt;span style=&quot;font-weight: bold;&quot;&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/span&gt;* My biological parents are together.&lt;br /&gt;* I have a sibling less than one year old.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;* I want to have kids someday.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I have children.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve lost a child.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Embarrassment&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve slipped out a &amp;quot;lol&amp;quot; in a spoken conversation.&lt;br /&gt;* Disney movies still make me cry.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve snorted while laughing.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;* I&apos;ve laughed so hard I&apos;ve cried.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;* I&apos;ve glued my hand to something.&lt;/em&gt; &lt;u&gt;I&apos;ve glued someone&apos;s mouth to something. It was great! lol&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve had my trousers rip in public.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Health&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve had stitches.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve broken a bone.&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;u&gt;My poor toe!&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve had my tonsils removed.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve sat in a doctor&apos;s office with a friend.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve had my wisdom teeth removed.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve had serious surgery.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;* I&apos;ve had chicken pox.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Traveling&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve driven over 200 miles (320km) in one day.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;* I&apos;ve been on a plane.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;* I&apos;ve been to North America.&lt;/b&gt; &lt;u&gt;Live here baby!&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;* I&apos;ve been to Niagara Falls.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve been to Japan.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve been to Europe.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve been to Africa.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Experiences&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve been lost in my city.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;* I&apos;ve seen a shooting star.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve wished on a shooting star.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;* I&apos;ve seen a meteor shower.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;* I&apos;ve gone out in public in my pajamas.&lt;/b&gt;  &lt;u&gt;Hello! It&apos;s called Walmart.&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve pushed all the buttons in a lift.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;* I&apos;ve been to a casino.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve been skydiving.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve gone skinny dipping.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve played spin the bottle.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve crashed a car.&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;u&gt;Technically, I was rear ended. Not my fault. The deer 3 days later was though. =(&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve been skiing.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;* I&apos;ve been in a play.&lt;/b&gt; &lt;u&gt;As a little kid.&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;* I&apos;ve met someone in person from the internet.&lt;/b&gt; - &lt;u&gt;Shudders from that experience&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve seen the northern lights.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve sat on a roof top at night.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve played chicken.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve eaten sushi.  &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;u&gt;Gross&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve been snowboarding.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Relationships&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;* I&apos;m single.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;m in a relationship.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;m available.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;m engaged.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;m married.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve gone on a blind date.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve been the dumpee more than the dumper.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I have a fear of abandonment.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve been divorced.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;* I&apos;ve had feelings for someone who didn&apos;t have them back.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve told someone I loved them when I didn&apos;t.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve told someone I didn&apos;t love them when I did.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve kept something from a past relationship.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sexuality&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve had a crush on someone of the same gender.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve kissed a member of the same gender.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve had sex with someone of the opposite gender.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve had sex with someone of the same gender.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve had sex with more than one person at the same time.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I am a cuddler.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve been kissed in the rain.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve had sex outdoors.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve hugged a stranger.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I have kissed a stranger.&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;u&gt;That was a pleasant train ride. &lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I have had sex with a stranger.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Honesty/crime&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn&apos;t.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;* I have lied to my parents about where I am.&lt;/b&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;* I am keeping a secret from the world.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;* I&apos;ve cheated while playing a video game.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve cheated on a test.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve driven through a red light.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve been suspended from school.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve witnessed a crime.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve been in a fist fight.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve been arrested.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve shoplifted.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Drugs/alcohol&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve consumed alcohol.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I have/do smoked cigarettes.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*&lt;strong&gt; I have/&lt;/strong&gt;do &lt;strong&gt;smoked pot.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I regularly drink.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve taken painkillers when I didn&apos;t need them.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve taken cough medication when I&apos;m not sick.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve done hard drugs.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve been addicted to an illegal substance.&lt;br /&gt;* I can&apos;t swallow pills.&lt;br /&gt;* I can swallow about five pills at a time no problem.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Random&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I can sing well.&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;ve stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.&lt;br /&gt;* I open up to others too easily.&lt;br /&gt;* I watch the news.&lt;br /&gt;* I don&apos;t kill bugs.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for sake of being able to rhyme.&lt;br /&gt;* I fucking swear regularly.&lt;br /&gt;* I sing in the shower.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I am a morning person.&lt;br /&gt;* I paid for my mobile phone ring tone.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;* I&apos;m a snob about grammar.&lt;/em&gt;  &lt;br /&gt;* I am a sports fanatic.&lt;br /&gt;* I play with my hair.&lt;br /&gt;* I have/had &amp;quot;x&amp;quot;s in my screen name.&lt;br /&gt;* I love being neat.&lt;br /&gt;* I love spam.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;ve copied more than 30 CDs in a day.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;* I bake well.&lt;/i&gt;  &lt;u&gt;Occasionally&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;* My favorite(s) color is/are blue, black and green&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I don&apos;t know how to shoot a gun.&lt;br /&gt;* I am in love with love.&lt;br /&gt;* I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I laugh at my own jokes. &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I eat fast food weekly.  &lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;*&lt;/em&gt;&lt;strong&gt; I believe in ghosts.&lt;/strong&gt;  &lt;u&gt;Fucking saw some! Mostly my cousin. Still miss her.&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;em&gt;* I am online 24/7, even as an away message.&lt;/em&gt;  &lt;u&gt;Almost.&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I can&apos;t sleep if there is a spider in the room.&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;u&gt; &lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I am really ticklish. &lt;u&gt;Used to be. Was terrible.&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I love white chocolate.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I bite my nails&lt;/strong&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;* I play video games.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;* I&apos;m good at remembering faces.&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I&apos;m good at remembering names.&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;br /&gt;* I&apos;m good at remembering dates.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;* I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life&lt;i&gt;.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/strong&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 16 Oct 2009 19:12:16 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Change is coming. . .</title>
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  <description>So, I&apos;ve been thinking about it and I&apos;m going to close my website. I haven&apos;t updated it since January and the program won&apos;t even open anymore. I&apos;ve never really liked working with Yahoo!Sitebuilder. It has way too many bugs and is not at all user friendly. In fact, it&apos;s a hater! I&apos;m trying to post a notice there to let everyone know (those few that go there) that it will be closed by the end of the year but it won&apos;t let me! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway, the reason for this post is to apologize in advance for the massive spamming that is going to take place.&amp;nbsp;I need to upload all my vids and the few fics I have to lj and dw. This will require individual posts for each item. So, sorry. It will be a nuisance but it should go fairly quickly. I hope to get things uploaded this weekend but we&apos;ll see how it goes. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;But, here are some cookies for the trouble! =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh, also, I have a dreamwidth account now. Thanks to a code from the wonderful &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_paravion&apos; lj:user=&apos;paravion&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://paravion.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://paravion.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;paravion&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; . You can find me &lt;a href=&quot;http://rae1013.dreamwidth.org/&quot;&gt;here&lt;/a&gt;, and if any of my flisters are around feel free to friend me. I&apos;ve only checked out a few comms so far. *hugs*&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 16 Oct 2009 10:05:51 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Crapity Crap Crap!</title>
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  <description>I&apos;m sick. Have been actually since last Friday. It started with stomach pains and digestion problems after eating some incredibly spicy (OMG&amp;nbsp;I&amp;nbsp;SEE&amp;nbsp;DEAD&amp;nbsp;PEOPLE&amp;nbsp;SPICY) General Tso&apos;s at my mom&apos;s. She was sick as well. Then on Tuesday I had an epic sneezing fit. By Wednesday afternoon my throat was inflamed and I was coughing so bad I was seeing double. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So, called off Thursday because of body aches, light headedness, cough, headache. You know, all that fun fluey stuff. Then last night, feeling better I start getting this ache in my side. This morning I wake up with headache, body ache, slight cough, and a fucking massive kidney infection that is crippling in it&apos;s intensity. It hurts to breathe people!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I just want to bang my head off of something to render myself unconscious but my head hurts too much. *pouts* And that fact that I&apos;ve missed two days of work just pisses me off cause I&apos;m not rich.&amp;nbsp;Hell, I&apos;m not even okay financially. I&amp;nbsp;need that money.&amp;nbsp;I&apos;m gonna have to try and pull off some overtime next week. God, I hope this passes soon.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Sorry for the bitching.&amp;nbsp;I think it&apos;s out of my system now. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lt;/pity party for one&amp;gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 15 Oct 2009 22:43:20 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>I&apos;m sorry. What?</title>
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  <description>Just found this gem on Yahoo!news. &lt;em&gt;A Louisiana justice of the peace said he refused to issue a marriage license to an interracial couple out of concern for any children the couple might have. Keith Bardwell, justice of the peace in Tangipahoa Parish, says it is his experience that most interracial marriages do not last long. &lt;/em&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20091015/ap_on_re_us/us_interracial_rebuff&quot;&gt;Full article here&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just to be sure, what year is it?&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 14 Oct 2009 19:33:48 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Trek Vid!</title>
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  <description>So, here it is. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Fandom&lt;/strong&gt;: Star Trek Reboot&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Song/Artist&lt;/strong&gt;: Meant to Live by Switchfoot&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Warnings&lt;/strong&gt;: None&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Category&lt;/strong&gt;: K/S/Destiny&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Program used&lt;/strong&gt;: Sony Vegas Pro 8.0&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Summary&lt;/strong&gt;: We were meant to live for so much more.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Download&lt;/strong&gt;: &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.mediafire.com/?tc2yy3nmwoz&quot;&gt;HQ 74 MB&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.mediafire.com/?xmtm5jzmqzw&quot;&gt;LQ 36 MB&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Stream&lt;/strong&gt;: &lt;a href=&quot;http://bamvidvault.ning.com/video/star-trek-xi-meant-to-live&quot;&gt;Bam&lt;/a&gt; | &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KVmV2arRaeY&quot;&gt;Youtube&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;lj-embed id=&quot;4&quot; /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Any and all feedback is appreciated. =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Also, x-posted like whoa!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 14 Oct 2009 03:09:17 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Done! Done! Done!</title>
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  <description>Or could it be dun, dun, duuuuhn!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*evil sound of doom*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yeah, so, anyway. Vid&apos;s done! I am, of course, having rendering problems again. Why can&apos;t it ever go right? Why?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*shakes fist at the vidding gods then meekly offers some rum in apology*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Do not piss off the vidding gods!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So, yeah, back to what I was saying.&amp;nbsp;It&apos;s done. It will be posted tomorrow come hell or high water! It&apos;s K/S/destiny. Oh yeah. Cause not really with the sexy!times, more with the fated, we&apos;re more than we are!times. But still, somewhat sexy with Pinto and all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And that wraps up my post cause I&apos;m tired and rambly and probably shouldn&apos;t be posting at all. =(&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*needs sleep*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;See ya&apos;ll tomorrow!</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 06 Oct 2009 19:54:18 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Trek Rec</title>
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  <description>You will nearly die laughing. You have been warned. =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;u&gt;&lt;strong&gt;TOS&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/u&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Vidder:&lt;/strong&gt; &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_humansrsuperior&apos; lj:user=&apos;humansrsuperior&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://humansrsuperior.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://humansrsuperior.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;humansrsuperior&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt;  &lt;a href=&quot;http://humansrsuperior.livejournal.com/116833.html?view=2488161#t2488161&quot;&gt;Fascinating&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Music:&lt;/b&gt;  Sato Naoki&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Character:&lt;/b&gt;  Spock&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Description:&lt;/b&gt;  Fascinatingly Spock.  &amp;hearts;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 06 Oct 2009 00:00:12 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Oh. My. God.</title>
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  <description>I have Vegas open. THERE&amp;nbsp;ARE&amp;nbsp;SCENES&amp;nbsp;ON&amp;nbsp;A&amp;nbsp;TIMELINE! &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;*gasp*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I haven&apos;t even opened the program since February. This is amazing. It&apos;s not even a vid I had planned to make. I was smacked with the inspiration stick on my drive home from work today. And now there are scenes!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Not to give too much away, but it&apos;s Trek. Reboot. K/S. Sorta. *happy sigh*</description>
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  <lj:music>Not Telling!</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 05 Oct 2009 00:18:03 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>ST: Vid Rec</title>
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  <description>Okay, so I&apos;m not usually into this pairing. Or grouping. Whatever. It&apos;s by &lt;span class=&apos;ljuser ljuser-name_talitha78&apos; lj:user=&apos;talitha78&apos; style=&apos;white-space: nowrap;&apos;&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://talitha78.livejournal.com/profile&apos;&gt;&lt;img src=&apos;http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif&apos; alt=&apos;[info]&apos; width=&apos;17&apos; height=&apos;17&apos; style=&apos;vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;&apos; /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href=&apos;http://talitha78.livejournal.com/&apos;&gt;&lt;b&gt;talitha78&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; so I *had* to watch it. No choice in the matter. It&apos;s gorgeous, solidly constructed and to a song that has been on my to vid list forever! Go. Watch. Now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Title:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;a href=&quot;http://talitha78.livejournal.com/206414.html?view=4197710#t4197710&quot;&gt;Apple Candy&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Song Artist:&lt;/b&gt; Ben Lee&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Fandom:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;i&gt;Star Trek XI&lt;/i&gt; aka Reboot&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Relationship:&lt;/b&gt; Kirk/Uhura/Spock and permutations thereof&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Summary&lt;/b&gt;: James T. Kirk believes in having it all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span style=&quot;font-size: x-small;&quot;&gt;*I stole the pertinent information from the vidder&apos;s post. Seemed easier this way.*&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;One more thing, this footage is DVD&amp;nbsp;quality. Yes! *drools with jealousy* Is it November 17th yet?&lt;br /&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>Aha: Take on Me (the 80&apos;s live!)</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 04 Oct 2009 21:55:19 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>Amazon.com &amp;hearts;</title>
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  <description>I just ordered the &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B002I9Z8I0/ref=ox_ya_oh_product&quot;&gt;Star Trek: Original Motion Picture Collection&lt;/a&gt; and a &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/0740782126/ref=ox_ya_oh_product&quot;&gt;TOS 2010 wall calendar&lt;/a&gt;. *blissfully happy*&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;hearts; &amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp; &amp;hearts;&amp;nbsp; &amp;nbsp;&amp;nbsp;  &amp;hearts;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>Thompson Twins: Hold Me Now (no. seriously.)</lj:music>
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